My life contains my lovelies~

2012-02-08T09:22:00.001-08:00

Stay and never go .

2012-02-02T10:09:00.001-08:00

Hellos my dead blog .

Any alive readers here ? :3

I know i 'm lame . But yeah . I love to "zilian" .

No problems mahs . :(

So well , today woke up kinda early thinking i won't be late or work .

But was too tired ... So went back to sleep . Then woke up sho late !

Well , decided not to go for work . =S

So i prepared and ready to meet my baby boy , melvintkw .

Then this idiot tell me semo don't feel like meeting .

Make suddenly super sian . :@

But he say meeting laaa ! Happygirl95 nehs !

So met him at his house downstairs . Sat down a while and enjoy the breeze .

But cold leys . Brought cardi smart girl i know ^^ .

Then head up to bby's crib .

So saw his sister and her boyf . Watched some weird chinese show . ._.

Then off to sleep . :3

Tired rights . Been working constantly for 3 days you know ! :@

Then woke up at 10 plus .

The feeling is sho great to be able to open your eyes and the first thing to see is someone you love . Then greeted with a kiss . Sweetie . ;)

Then head home . Now can't sleep .

OH YA . And heard whatever shiityy trends bout NaomiNeo ?

But what's with her ? Haters gonna hate .

But she 's really gorgeous . Seen her in real life . Her smiles are so pretty too .

I mean it doesn't differ a lot from her photos isn't it ?

Though i don't know what you all criticizing bout .

Oh well . I 'm sure this will die soon .

I wanna get a camera soon :(

Which should i get ? Olympus pen or DSLR ? :3

Tell me oh please .

Okays . I should stop here . Will tryna update this dead blog .

Thanks or reading . <3

Well , Goodnights and sweet dreams ! ;$

Such a sweetie . <3

Ohhhh !! And my trip back to malaysia .

I miss my cousins . :(

Really enjoyed the times with them . If only all of them stays in singapore .

Be the best you never had .

2011-12-22T04:04:00.001-08:00

Wanted to head out today to kpool .

But sadly , Didn't went .

I was all prepared in fact .

Nevermind .

Nothing much to say today just wrapped it up with one word .

BORED . Hell .

Nevermind i 'm hopefully heading out tomorrow .

Before i go malaysia at night .

Will be back on christmas .

Miss me :D

Now , It's time for my dinner ! :3

This is my sexy nails ! :3

Baby you 're the one i want .

2011-12-20T12:10:00.000-08:00

A d o r e s .

Dear Santa ,
this year all i want is every girl on earth ,
to feel beautiful like she deserves it . ♥

Baby you 're mine .

2011-12-20T09:55:00.001-08:00

I 'm back here to blog :3

Yesh . Still like taking photos . :)

I know i may not be pretty but you don't have to comment on me you see . :(

Dermoralising one eh ! :(

Meet my awesome love bear <3

It never once left me like how everyone did .

It never told me it won't leave me but it stayed all along .

Whereas people who said they would stay , left .

It 's my first present from my dear baby !

I still remember though it 's so loong ago .

We quarreled but he came to the basketball court at rainbow ville (if i'm not wrong)

Yesh . I ignored him :( Then he came over to hug me then put on a necklace for me ,

and gave this bear . <3

Such a sweetie rights ? <3

I wish you never change . :(

Yesh . I miss the old you .

But in anyways i still love you my dear .

HAHA ! I did my nails . But it's full of scar :(

Did it within and hour ! :D

Show off my hat :3

My headband soo nice <3

And met bby for phototaking !

It 's not very nice though . But enjoyable .

Never fail to crazy with her !

Love her soo much please ! :*

And yeah ! I 'm off ! Sweet dreams readers !

And have a nice day tomorrow ! ;)

Failed shots .

I found you .

2011-12-19T11:10:00.000-08:00

Hellos readers :3

Thanks for visiting my blog alrights !

Well this blog is more or less filled with my zilian photo . :$

Well yeah i admit i love to take photos .

This is how i look like with my work attire on ! :3

No makeups no comments please .

And we're told to bun up our hair ! :)

Well yeah . It started out not bad .

Cause i managed to make new friend before i started work .

And i was a drink server today .

Hell no . It 's damn tiring cause of the heavy drinks . :(

Then work all the way till 11.30 .

I 'm hungry by then .

Then we rushed to catch the last train home .

Without fringe :$Centre parting !

Normal side fring nahs .

Well that 's all . :)

Well i know it 's like a boring .

Cause all i do is post photos . :$

But all this photos ain't on facebook . :)

But anyways christmas is nearing aye ! :D

I want presents please . ;)

Alrights ! My hands and arms are actually aching from work .

Goodnights ~ <3

I 'll be meeting AliciaBby to take photos tomorrow ! ;)

Promise me to let it last .

2011-12-05T10:42:00.001-08:00

Alrights . We 'll start the day right .

Been rotting at home for yesh wholely 4 days my dears .

So unbelieveable aye ? But i 'm serious .

And finally went out with with Alicia bby yesterday . <3

Love her so much . Though we have no plans at all .

But it all went well . And she really makes my day everytime .

And yeah i couldn't even stop laughing myself of what we did .

Well my dressing that day simply sucks . =/

HEH . She 's everything that it takes .

Well . I went out of house in a rush and yeah my hair was like not even dry !

So i was in a total mess i 'm serious .

Then comb my hair when walking on the road . =S

Then braid it . Yeah i looked like that .

SUCHA MESSY GIRL I KNOW I KNOW .

Then after meeting my friends of course my dear Alicia too .

Then both me and her went toilet while she change and i tied my hair up .

Though i know i look like a total retard with hair tied up nahs .

But hell who cares ? It's dance mahs .

Though i 'm so vain . And i just wanna look good . :S

Reached home round 11 plus ?

And i let down my hair and removed my makeup and prepare to bathe .

Actually , I kinda like my hair this way . :$

But it will never be this way . HAH !

Just another ZILIAN photo la . :$
GEEZ . Look super fair cause i was standing in front of the window .

I was with my makeup which didnt seems like much of obvious .

Cause my makeup don't last through . =S

Well . I face reality okays . :(

I looked soo ugly without my makeup .

Hell yeah gotta agree makeup is like part of my face whenever i'm out .

Yeah . I have small eye , sungle eyelid .

But hello ? I was born this way . :( Wasn't what i could choose my dear .

HEHS ! Time to go to bed lovelies ~

Well but i gotta say , Photos are just photos .

Just you all wait and see me in real life .

How monster look i have ;P

Goodnights and sweet dreams ~

Meeting my dear Alicia tomorrow . How awesome ~

Be jealous . :P

ALRIGHTS ! BYE ~

Will tryna keep my blog as alive as possible okays . :D

You won the game , bitch .

2011-11-12T08:45:00.000-08:00

Those moments spend .

They shall live in memories .

Yeah . Some times things just ain 't suppose to be .

It 's gonna become all pointless at one point .

No matter how much effort you put in ,

no matter how much time you gave .

Cause it never was yours .

The one he really wanted wasn 't you .

You merely happened to come in use when needed .

Time to wake up from dream .

Face it for you know what 's his decision is today .

People who cared just ain 't you .

However , it 's still me .

2011-11-10T21:00:00.000-08:00

YIPES . Yesh it 's 11/11/11 !

I 'm definitely more than bored .

And this is just a random video . :#

LIKE A RETARDED THOUGH !
But well who cares ! :P

It 's me with and without makeup . *winkwink*

Your fucking lies .

2011-10-27T10:02:00.001-07:00

Thanks for all this moments .
Thanks for the smiles you made without trying or doing anything .
But I 'm sure everything comes to an end .
But I 'm tired of crying very single time . And all over the same thing . You .

Thanks for the moments .

2011-10-26T10:32:00.001-07:00

Whatever . It sucks today .
And fuck those bitches who cause my dear girl to be sad . It doesn't matter anymore . I just want people around me to be happy . That's enough .
Go on find someone else's then . Yeah I don't regret ? I will . But it 's alrights . But if you do find someone else whom treat you better whom is willing to wait for one year plus . And you treat them the way you treat me . I can tell you she 's awesome . :) it hurts . But I know this "I'm fine " .

Last hug before we part .

2011-10-23T08:19:00.001-07:00

Today 's 23 .
I wish both Ivan and Jun happy one year . Hope they will last !
I 'm happy yesterday and so am I today . But not now not this very moment .
Cause I don't wanna play the game of relationship with a set of fucked up rules . I wanna play something much more interesting and serious . I want no rules .
I want someone compatible for this game . :)
But I want no one , but you .
Can't you see I 've tried ?
Well . I should just SHUTUP ! :)
It 's o level tomorrow ! Goodnights ! 

Awesome day !

2011-10-22T11:27:00.001-07:00

Today finally we 've got back to the happy days . ;)
It 's totally awesome and lovely .

Your smiles meant more than anything . (L)

2011-10-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

It 's my crazy day out today .

Went out with my family today to ECP .

First we skate .

So HEARTPAIN when my daddy keeps on falling .

So i tried to hold him . ;)

Then next we pitched a tent .

And I decided to hide in it . :P
Cause i hate the sun ! :(

Then waiting for Alicia to text me that she 's ready .

Cause i haven't met her so long :(

AND YESH :3

She reached and we went to have our 32 degrees . <3

Next we played pool .

Of all the places , I still prefer kpool at pp !
Then i met someone called melvinteo there . ;)

But left not long after he reached .

But hey ! I recognise his sister , kelly .

HAHA !
Kays then Alicia went to eat with my family <3

At pastamania !
Enjoyed a lot ! Then my daddy send her home .

I love my day spent with those lovelies .

YESH my family and of course my dearest baby ! <3

Love today max ! <3

Cause i fell for your smile baby . (L)

2011-10-01T10:01:00.000-07:00

And today I got stucked at home .

But eventually went out .

Had a great laugh with my primary school friends .

They 're great .

Today is a day filled with many many emotions .

But i end it lovely .

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VINEZ QTPIE ! <3

I 'm heading out once again tomorrow to get even roasted .

In fact , i love family outings .

Cause the fact is that ,

i don't wanna travel i love siting in car . ;)

Read this ;)

Love ya ~ Nights . :*

It 's all about me .

2011-09-30T03:34:00.001-07:00

Sorry , But you're not gonna take control of my life .

Even though you occupied such a large place in life ,

I 'll try to make it change . (:

Just hope that it will be better for both you and me .

Things shouldn't be forced like i said . (:

But at least i know where i stood all this while .

AliciaSohHuiYi . (L) My dearest bby .

2011-09-30T02:58:00.000-07:00

This bond within us .

Hello lovelies ~ ;)

And hey ~ This is my dear girl .

I love her so much you know ?
We 've known each other for less than a year though ,

But never doubt our relationship !
Cause it 's closer and deeper than any others .

And yesh ,

though we're not perfect .

But wasn't it that everyone ain't perfect either ?

But one thing for sure we 're true to each other .

She knows everything about me .

Cause i tell her what i like ;)

So does she !
And we're just perfectly great together .

We don't need anyone to judge nor comment on us .

But we're gonna show the world ,

how we 're gonna rock this little world by just being us ! <3

I said I’m over you, but every time my phone vibrates, my heart still wishes it’s a text from you.

2011-09-23T23:26:00.000-07:00

Nothing means more than having you .

As time passes , i don't hope for more .

But just hope for you to remember me .

Even if it's just that little bit .

I hope you think back and realise what i 've done . (:

Things will get better.

2011-06-04T02:40:00.000-07:00

Be gone once and forever. Don't return.

Today just a normal day.

I did study at least for an hour today.

Imma good girl.

I wanna do well in my prelims so as for my O.

I pray hard.

Yesterday was totally a bad day for me.

I guess tomorrow will be better.

Cause i will head out to meet my dearest baby and love.

That's all.

Brand new life starts from now.

Start now or regret later.

I really thanks all my lovely friends for being

there for me kays. <3

Kays imma sign off~ <3

Sometimes, we have to be broken down to be rebuilt into the person we were meant to be.

2011-05-12T04:58:00.000-07:00

Find a dream you can follow.

Exams are over now. (:

Last paper to be down tomorrow.

Cheers for it! It's just practical well.

I hope i won't flunk my MYE!

But i know i know it's obviously will de right!

So what to do?

SIGH! Why must there be exams? =(

Hmmm.. Well now exams are over,

We'll party hard like a rockstar! <3

Everything changed in a blink of an eye.

People changes so will i.

Everyone changes and evolve as to the surrounding.

Blame no one but yourself.

Lovers becomes strangers. Friends becomes strangers.

Everything ended with strangers.

But strangers becomes good friend too.

So welcome them and enjoy your life the way it's planned.

Things will eventually get better.

Just don't look back at the past.

Go on , move on .

Kays~ Gotta go~ :D

No one can ever understand love. It has its own reasons, its own answer, its own explanations. Maybe it was never meant to be understood.

2011-04-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

Missing someone is the way that your heart is reminding that you love them.

Went out yesterday with shirley !

Miss her so much only larh! =(

But well we met:P

It's kinda fun!

But somethings happened!! Well....

I will keep it as a secret! :P

Today went out to slack.

And now everyone's out.

Imma lonygirl95. =(

Can i be your princess?

I wish i could be beautiful, good, gorgeous, lovely, adorable,

everything good,

just for you .

To let you stay by my side.

You can’t expect to find the right someone until you know who you are, what matters to you, and what makes your heart happy.

2011-04-25T08:14:00.000-07:00

I'm exhausted. Can i just don't give a fuck and walk off?

I gave in. I forgo the things you have done.

It's much more worse than what i've done.

You don't treasure all this right?

Well i tried my best.

And what have i been classified as?

Hypocrites? Well. I should give up...

Everything you're gonna say bout me or do to me,

I'm speechless.

Thanks for all this moments we've spent.

But seriously i'm done with it.

I gave in now, i 'm just gonna give up.

And walk away telling you i don't give a fuck.

And as for that slut who done all this, Grats. ;)

You're just gonna get your karma. KAR..

Once a slut always a slut.

No wonder people dislikes you .

Now i get it all. I get it.

You humans are kinda realistic too.

I'm no longer your tool.

when the sea was all my troubles,

I swam towards that only taget.

It was you , i set my target on.

I love when he looks at me and ask, 'what would i do without you' .

2011-04-18T07:35:00.000-07:00

Spend time wisely~ Live no regrets.

Everyday just passed by swiftly.

Jimmy's birthday so went for party~

But it was like kinda bad as things turn out bad.

Next i really prefer spending all these moments with you guys~ <3

You all made my day worthwhile~

Today too went there to slack around!

There are so much better than E!

SIGH! I wanna suffer amnesia oh please.

Cause all those things that i remember are

incredibly suckish.

Well that's life~

Imma lazy to blog. =/

Well fullstop.! I don't know why but i'm more lazy now.

Lazy to reply sms.

Lazy to talk to people.

Lazy to do anything.

And indeed you made a great impact to my life, Thanks.

I love my friends~ ;)

Tears in my eyes.

2011-04-15T12:35:00.001-07:00

Shattered hearts around. But surprisingly I could still love you with all this bits and pieces of hearts. <3

Loveneverreturns

2011-04-15T11:49:00.001-07:00

Love deep inside. Core of hearts.

Dear heart, why him?

2011-04-13T08:29:00.000-07:00

I agree, it’s the lover, not the love.

Skype-ing now with Jimmy!

HAHAHA! Just online skype only then he came calling!

Acting like a alien only! HAHA!

So funny only la! :P

Well almost late today la!

Well was luckkyyyy!

And ain't late! :P

Lessons are way boring as usual!

Well.. I managed to stay awake! :P

To get something you never had,

you have to do something you never did.

When God takes something from your grasp,

He’s not punishing you,

but merely opening your hands to receive something better.

The will of God will never take you where the

Grace of God will not protect you.

You will never get to experience it this way. You're not me. (:

2011-04-10T09:04:00.000-07:00

The days i walked on my own.

Today early in the morning went to meet nicole.

Cabbeddown to pass smth.

Then off we set off to ftech steven for airport.

Ohmy! So long since i last saw all of them!

So someone said : " eh? I don't know you coming eh"

LOL ARH!

Then we went to Xiang's house and slack there.

Is UBER boring de please!

So i ended up spamming people. :P

SO fun only.

Then we head to Kpool~

SAW KRICHELLE O.O

Well. But i don't care at all~

Then we pooled for a while and off we went home.

And walked in the rain~ <3

Kays i gotta head to bed le la!

hence nights~

Today i s a lovely day.

I love the clique yo! <3

I hope that time could stop at the moments,

where we laughed and joked together. <3

The day you chose to walk your path differently.

2011-04-09T04:54:00.000-07:00

The way you took my breathe away.

Have not been going out for weeks!

Ohmy can you believe this? =/

Hehee! And i went out with da bithciest bitch in my life.

It was just a great and lovely day out.

We've not been out for years.

I love my past state then now though.

But life will always bring us with surprises right? ;)

So the future lifes are filled with surprises.

So we'll head towards it.

But there are bound to have obstacles before we reach our heaven.

I trust that it will be so much lovely.

Love life~

I wanna go out with all my friends asap! <3

Thanks for reading~ Takecare~

I live my life the way i want.

I don't care how you're gonna think of me.

I don't live for you. ;)